I didn’t really express my feelings/opinions here. That is one thing that those of you who read my blog can expect, my true feelings and what is going on in my life. I don’t really know how to put this out there but right now I am definitely struggling. The most difficult part is I’m not really sure what it is that is beating me up. I have a few ideas but it’s really just kind of a general funk. If you are spiritual, I could definitely use a quick prayer just for guidance mainly. There just seem to be so many moving parts going on right now, and I am not good at focusing on one thing and then moving on to tackle the next. At times I tend to get stuck via paralysis by analysis where I am trying to do so many different things at once, that all facets struggle.
I am really working on studying for the CPA exam right now. After racking up the student loans to complete the requisite coursework to sit for the exam, I am really struggling to force myself to take that through to fruition. If you know my offline and are not just a reader (I appreciate those readers who have come here and learned who I am and what I’m about), feel free to continue to press me about my CPA studies. I need accountability, and this is something that I feel like the Lord is telling me I need to finish. This could open up so many doors, at possibly put me in a position to do the thing that I love coach all year.
My personal bible study from yesterday included, “The Lord bless you, and keep you; The Lord make His face shine on you, And be gracious to you; The Lord lift up His countenance on you, and give you peace.” Numbers 6:24-27 Such a fitting piece of scripture for me to see at this time, to remember that the Lord is always giving me blessings and that all I need to do is stop doing my thing and start doing His.
Make every day great,